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My emotions are all over the place, lately. I can't handle it. I thought it was better to feel than not to feel at all but I think I was wrong.

I want to get comfortably numb. But what would that solve?

My mood: pretty tearful

Posted by darlene at 23:07 on May 7th, 2009 at 11:07PM
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cbusias	Posted on 07:02AM on May 8th, 2009 whats wrong darlene? How can I help? My computer is messing up I will get back asap love ya corrine
58scorpio	Posted on 07:46AM on Jul 22nd, 2011 stop worring about stuff you can control,focus on what you can.
darlene	Posted on 08:53AM on Jul 22nd, 2011 easier said than done, Scorp. I have to worry about certain things. Kt eats me alive.
nudydude	Posted on 10:03AM on Jul 22nd, 2011 Yes it is easier said then done, but nothing is easy, unfortunately. Maybe you are worrying on more than you need? Maybe, you just need a break? I don't have answers just suggestions. Wish I could be of more help, but I can only do so much. I will offer a bare hug and kiss and hope it eases some of the tension. Bare Hugs Nudy
darlene	Posted on 09:46PM on Aug 1st, 2011 thanks guys. Worrying is second nature to me, unfortunately. And, there are some things I can try & other things aren't going to fix anything. I'm just tired of feeling helpless and I'm not going to take ** lying down anymore. I need to go get what's mine, what I deserve. And, I deserve to be happy, right? For a long time I didn't think I deserved to be happy. That I wasn't good enough. Well, maybe I'm not, but I'm not giving up, I'm sick of myself & my life and it's about time I got off my *. If I fail, at least I know I tried.
ou812310	Posted on 09:52PM on Aug 1st, 2011 Thats a good outlook ! If your trying your not failing just working towards a goal. KEEP THAT POSITIVE OUTLOOK AND THINGS WILL CHANGE IN YOUR FAVOR : ) Big Hug Rick
darlene	Posted on 10:15PM on Aug 1st, 2011 Thanks, Rick. I realy need something to change in my favor. I've beed down sooo long. But, now, I'm starting to get a little angry about it. I'm tired of being walked on. xx
ou812310	Posted on 10:23PM on Aug 1st, 2011 When they try to walk on you just knock em off and keep on your journey up that ladder to your goals !!!! : ) : ) : )
darlene	Posted on 10:30PM on Aug 1st, 2011 LOL. I'd just be satisfied going up the ladder to solid ground out of the pit I'm in!
ou812310	Posted on 10:42PM on Aug 1st, 2011 I understand that ! I was in one of those life sucking pits myself. So i lnow you will make it to that ground ; )
darlene	Posted on 10:48PM on Aug 1st, 2011 I'm not so sure, but i'm not going down any further without a fight. I can't believe a blog I wrote 2 yrs ago is still relevant today. Don't know whether to laugh or cry.
ou812310	Posted on 10:51PM on Aug 1st, 2011 I think sometimes both of those are needed on a journey!!lol
darlene	Posted on 10:56PM on Aug 1st, 2011 Fortunately, I do both quite often. However, i think the laughter is of the hysterical type.
ou812310	Posted on 11:05PM on Aug 1st, 2011 Nothin wrong with that or a little histeria now and then lol !!
darlene	Posted on 11:17PM on Aug 1st, 2011 No, guess not. Keeps me from offin' myself. And, i do say that in jest. There was a time I thought I could, but not an option, now.
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