Ignored | darlene's Blog

I am a ghost. 

I appear but no one sees.

I speak and no one hears.

I try to voice an opinion...no one cares.

I speak louder to be heard, why am I shouting?

I speak more authoritative so people will listen to my opinion, why am I such a bitch?

I hurt but no one notices my pain.

I cry, people may wonder why, but they really don't care.

If they do ask what is wrong, they do it to be polite, they really don't listen or understand.

It makes me feel worse, so don't bother.

I learned to be a loner.

To deal with my pain myself, my way.

I fucked it up.

In their eyes, I am a fuck up.

But they don't see how hard I try.

How much I've turned it around.

How I got up when I couldn't.

So, why should I talk?

Why should I cry?

Why should I be?